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1. |
This Is Pain
01:22
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2. |
Sing To Me
03:35
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my brain is going wild, how could i smile?
when you cant be the one for his loving hand
ya dug him out of a hole in the wall
my eyes lit up, hey now thats whats up
"you can let me know where it's coming from.
unlock your feelings up from way deep inside.
people dont understand what its like
it's such a nice day to stay inside."
can you sing to me, doh re mi
itll be ok, fa so la ti doh
love your smile do re mi
fa so la ti doh, I'm alone again
Holding my hand, doh re mi
itll be ok , fa so la ti doh
Both of us here, doh re mi
you're doing just fine,
fa so la ti doh!
It's been quite a while since we last talked.
Thinking how it's going, since she fucked up.
Such a sweet look and you let out;
Cry, scream, shout, I'll hold you close.
"no better feeling when I'm with you!
I think you're really great and its going strong.
Maybe we can get together, call it a date?
Maybe we can get away? That sounds great."
can you sing to me, doh re mi
itll be ok, fa so la ti doh
love your smile, doh re mi
fa so la ti doh, I'm alone again
And after he left
I felt alright
His eyes kept me
up all night
She put a knife through you're broken heart
Cheated on you and I can't let it go
Broke down to my knees, you miss him so?
I would cry and plea, but let's disagree.
can you sing to me, doh re mi
itll be ok, fa so la ti doh
do you love me, doh re mi
fa so la ti doh, Where did he go
do re mi fa so la ti doh
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3. |
This Is How It Ends
02:41
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On the couch, feet apart
Why haven't i made a move
It used to be, more tolerable
Having nothing to show or prove
It's in the dark, It’s not the show
I miss being in your arms
Just my luck, I'm uncomfortable
you said youd do no harm
There’s that ache, stuttered speech
Pleas let made by angels bleed
Everything, I'd ever need
Presented in front of me
Somethings bound to go wrong
Somethings bound to go down
This is how it ends
Why do we pretend
Time to say goodbye
Touch your head, then your leg
hidden away in a shed
Faraway from family
Show me what you've got
Touch their lips, watch them rest
Let us not forget
Everafter, happily
Who cares when I see
Sneaky something ala panther
Weakly something ala cancer
I'm always gonna bug her
I’m always taking cover
You said he is no other
Oh god not another
He will steal a favor
If he doesn't break your heart
Somethings bound to go wrong
Somethings bound to go down
This is how it ends
Why do we pretend
Time to say goodbye
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4. |
Not Your Fault
03:27
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Everytime I try, it's hard to be invulnerable
everytime I cry, it's feels so uncomfortable
everytime I look at you, I just can't stay away
everytime you look at me, I just want to runaway
it's not your fault, it happens all the time
I hoped youd fall down the stairs
and then tell you itd be fine
the drugs, they never, they never stopped working
it's not your fault, everything will be nice
i would carry you down a flight
and wished you had died
our love, it never, it never stopped bleeding
isn't that a good one
Ill remember you fondly
I'll forget you someday
isn't that what you, i wanted
Everytime I try it's hard to be invulnerable
everytime I cry it's feels so uncomfortable
everytime I look at you, I just can't stay away
everytime you look at me, I just want to runaway
Everytime I try it's hard to be invulnerable
everytime I cry it's feels so uncomfortable
everytime I look at you, I just can't stay away
everytime you look at me, I just want to runaway
it's not your fault, it happens all the time
I hoped youd fall down the stairs
and I'd tell you itll be fine
it's not your fault, it happens all the time
i would carry you down a flight
and wished you had died
it's not your fault, it happens all the time
you hoped id fall down the stairs
and I'd tell you i won't be fine
it's not your fault, everything will be alright
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5. |
Such A Shame
02:30
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it never felt any bettter when
you woke up in her bed again
she never had anything to say
when she sent you off on your way
you felt like you're left high and dry
and all the feelings shared were a lie
Thought with heart, ended in laid
god forbid progress was made
It’s such a shame, what a shame
I don’t have a guy to call my own
It’s quite a shame, what a shame
I don’t a charmer to take me home
What a pity, it’s a pity
It’s such a pity I have no one
Such a pity, give me pity
No pretty boys wanna have fun
I asked so much but now you’re gone
I should’ve asked for a bullet from a gun
love and hate are similar feelings
everybody knows I'm not done healing
deaths sweet embrace , couldnt find better days
to come on down and sweep my feet away
let me please, lord in heaven forbid
somebody please, hurt me like she did
you thought she would feel the same way
feelings of pain, take my brain away
Why don’t you kick me, come and hit me
Give me attention I deserve
Come spit on me, kick my knees
Kiss me like you would hit him
melody solo
I want you to hit me
I want you to kiss me
I want you to leave me
I want you to love me
Come and get me
Come and free me
Come and hold me
Why don’t you want me
It’s such a shame, what a shame
I don’t have a guy to call my own
It’s quite a shame, what a shame
I don’t a charmer to take me home
What a pity, it’s a pity
It’s such a pity I have no one
Such a pity, give me pity
Such a grievance, no agreements
Come and hold me
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6. |
The Fool
02:33
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youre ideal, youre broken hearted
a brand new thought to play the part
the lonely, the hurting
this is what they say
youre happy, youre breathing
you mustve been dreaming
i played not the jester, heed my warning mister
learn from me, shes not a loving kisser
its creeping in, its moving through
its doing this just for you
dont look, turn back
you w ill get better
stand straight, chin up
find something you can love
youre happy, youre breathing
you mustve been dreaming
Nothing to shame, it's OK
Safe bets are leading
Keep it steady, you're almost there
Say it now, it's words to share
I'm happy I'm breathing,
I mustve been crazy!
i played not the jester, heed my warning mister
learn from me, shes not a loving kisser
dont step to her
if she wont talk to you
dont walk with her
or youd be played the fool
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7. |
Droid
02:29
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Hey there, help us out, please now hear me shout
Here’s the facts, look at that, this is what were working at
We need a plan, something fast, thought you would never ask
I know a bot, super smart, works without a heart
Let’s hope he isn’t a fallacy
This is the death of a galaxy
I’m not the droid your looking for
I don’t help in the foreign nights
Sorry your search was tried and far
I only work in the morning light
I’m not your droid
So do avoid me
I don’t have the voice
So don’t appoint me
It’s no super man, maybe we should think again
No time, theres work to do, our choices far & few
Strap in, say when, with the message to be sent
Good luck our tin man, we are your biggest fans
Through our startled eyes
We will look to stary skies
I’m not the droid your looking for
I don’t help in the foreign nights
Sorry your search was tried and far
I only work in the morning light
I’m not your droid
So do avoid me
I don’t have the voice
So don’t appoint me
I’m not the droid your looking for
I don’t help in the foreign nights
Sorry your search was tried and far
I only work in the morning light
I’m not your droid
So do avoid me
I don’t have the voice
So don’t appoint me
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8. |
Are You Happy
03:06
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ive been staring at the mirror
its been fourteen hours
cant believe it inspired
this internal fire
i wanna turn around
but i cant look away
my life is a train wreck
And I was conducting
my mental state is teetering i wanna cry
would you believe im on a thread
it keeps me awake not asking why
should we retrieve someone who is dead
and what can i do to feel q bit better
and how can i be a little bit better
and what do i do, when my smile fades away
and darkness on my eyes get ahold of my soul
tell me are you happy
are you with yourself
tell me are you happy
are you with your choices
tell me are you happy
are you regretting them now
tell me are you happy
are you workin it out
tell me are you happy
are you happy
my reflection begin to move
around in circles
am i tweakin out or
hes really me
no need for alarm its just
a little freaky
someone send help i think
im going crazy
theres something behind the glass
(and what can i do to feel a lil better)
theres something staring back
(and how can i be a little bit better)
theres something watching me
(and what do i do, when my smile fades away)
theres something here with me
(and my darkness on my eyes get ahold of my soul)
tell me are you happy
are you with yourself
tell me are you happy
are you with your choices
tell me are you happy
are you regretting them now
tell me are you happy
are you workin it out
tell me are you happy
are you happy
are you doing ok
uh uh
theres something behind the glass
(tell me are you happy)
theres something beneath the mask
(are you doing ok)
there something i need to tell you
(what do you need to say)
theres something i need to say
(why dont you just stop)
tell me are you happy
are you with yourself
tell me are you happy
are you with your choices
tell me are you happy
are you regretting them now
tell me are you happy
are you workin it out
are you happy
are you doing ok
what do you need to say
why wont it just stop!
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9. |
Raw
02:24
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Raw is soft, raw is weak
Watch it cry and take a seat
Maggot stained, has no brain
Talks, walks, feels no pain
Decay afraid
It leads you astray
Obey, betray
I’ll take you away
I am raw, growing thin
mold grows under my skin
My name is raw, I like to weep
I don’t get to count my sheep
I’m afraid, of my ways
They lead me astray
I obey, nearly slayed
I don’t know howta run away
Decay afraid
Leads you astray
Obey, betray
Take you away
I am raw, growing thin
mold grows under my skin
My name is raw, I like to weep
I don’t get to count my sheep
Raw is soft, raw is weak
Watch me cry and take a seat
Maggot stained, have no brain
Talk, walk, feel no pain
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10. |
I Don't
01:56
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all signs point to suicide
instructed in the book of life
I hate myself and I wanna die
permanently rested sounds so nice
burgers are attention, hotdogs real
i hurt myself so I could feel
ill keep doing it so I won't heal
slip the swords edge when I kneel
i dont wanna be here
i dont wanna live in fear
i dont wanna shed tears
i dont wanna die here
i dont want no killer
i dont want a hooker
i dont wanna fuck him
i just wanna hold him
something has gotta give
I don't know If I can live
Lick your lips, a poison kiss
Don’t wake up it’s meaningless
Dreaming restless, living hell
Self demolition going well
don't refer to me, don't precieve me
for all intensive purposes, i'm not here
Life will murder me, waking surgery
Snooze your alarm and don’t wake up
i dont wanna be here
i dont wanna live in fear
i dont wanna shed tears
i dont wanna die here
i dont want no killer
i dont want a hooker
i dont wanna fuck him
i just wanna hold him
don't refer to me, don't precieve me
for all intensive purposes, i'm not here
Life will murder me, waking surgery
Snooze your alarm and don’t wake up
Disintegration, depreciation
This emergency without urgency
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11. |
Lucies Tower
01:52
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time to come down from lucifiers tower
love and hope are merciful powers
Such a lovely pleasure
Being here together
first it starts a bug in my brain
i heard him say we love you
waited kicked the rocks too long,
i think you can come back now
Lazing around in lucifiers tower
dark spells, words are heavy showers
He's a new person
theyre the fucking nuisance
i think im just too scared to face
how i feel, my usual taste
mirror to camera to me to you
it doesnt matter what we do
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12. |
Conversation
03:49
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hey baby youre lacking, nerve racking, its ok to
be distrusting, dysmorphic, distorted, it's your fault
hey baby, I miss you, I knew you, ill hurt you
for leaving, conceiving, releasing with out permission
This conversation is unending,
Leads into my self dissecting
Killing from deep within me,
it’s alarming, can take no longer
that is not me, I'm pretty, with daily, i work on
my own thing, I'm missing, and pressing, for so damn long
I don't blame you, I hate you, within you, with out your
proposition, inversion, or conversion, to my knowledge
This conversation is unending,
Leads into my self dissecting
Killing from deep within me,
it’s alarming, can take no longer
This conversation is unending,
Leads into my self dissecting
Killing from deep within me,
it’s alarming, can take no longer
This sensation is defending,
Comfort and their dissertation
Whittling out my recollection,
I’m so charming, just like father
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It’s over, I’m happy to say
It’s been beautiful a day
At the park, I fed the ducks
I wish that was enough
It’s over, I felt alive
Can say I’m feeling fine
Good things come with time
When all the stars are aligned
It’s over, I’m happy to say
It’s been beautiful a day
It’s over, I felt alive
Can say I’m feeling fine
At the park, I fed the ducks
I wish that was enough
Good things come with time
When all the stars are aligned
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